Losing the plot, it's crazy how much you forget who you are when you come out of a relationship. Everyone telling me its my time now and to find myself. Don't where to start looking, deep feeling of grief and sadness along with anger and frustration.
Keeping a mask on atm and trying to rebuild and keep going, need to as my kids live with me (They lost their mum) everything such a bloody struggle.
It's amazing how the loss of a marriage is the same as losing my first and dad. Logically I know what to do to take care of myself and can compartmentalize/access and analyse feelings. But mind and body overrides that and does what it wants.
I co run courses on depression/anxiety that involves grief. But still all logic goes out the window. Although I have already dropped the negative feelings towards my wife and we now speak on good terms.
I think a death is the hardest thing to recover from,a divorce may have the former partners bump into each other unless one of them moves away. A breakup is the death of the relationship,perhaps your children viewed her as another mother and now have their hearts broken
Sorry to hear it.
I have had a lot of deeply frustrating and saddening things happen to me, along with general disappointments, but it is what I have rather than what I don't have that keeps me going, for better or worse. My wife, my stepson who lives with us at present, my grandchildren to an extent (they are far away), and especially my professional life keep me going. But I have my low ebbs too, and do grow weary of the struggle. When that happens I usually just push on through for a day or two until I feel better -- or, at least, less bad.
Thank you guys, just a bad day today, up and down like a yo yo.
We all have ups and downs. I've found this community a great place to "talk" about what I'm going through. Sometimes it's difficult to turn to friends or family but just typing it out and posting has helped me. Plus all the positive and encouraging feedback.
Hang in there, sending positive vibes
I understand what you're going through, and I sympathize. It's really tough.