I understand and I'm glad you've found this forum. Hopefully you can feel comfortable enough to be yourself here. Many of us have been (or maybe still are) where you have been. Welcome and have fun exploring.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. But know this - you're not alone here. May I ask how long you've been dealing with this?

Why tell them about your beliefs? That's pretty masochistic, isn't it?
That's like a vegetarian being invited to a barbeque, and not only going, but then announcing to those gathered eating meat is cannibalistic and destroying the planet.
You sound like a troll, but assuming you're legit, take my advice and shut up about it. Unless it's one-on-one, you're practically inviting the herd to attack you.
Even if it's a private conversation, a Christian will figure you're either misguided or Satanic.
It's a Christian's god-appointed task to not only correct you, but then proceed to evangelize you and bring you back onto the ordained Path, etc.
Agnostics and atheists know there's no upside to "converting" the brainwashed. One or two simple questions will clue you in, then go your merry way. Lie if you have to. Anything to spare you the grief.
They aren't listening.

We do understand. What we don't understand is that the so called Christian people or so incredibly un-Christian.

It's ok honey true believer are not very understanding or intelligent

How does this fit with the "Do as Jesus would do." philosophy? Or does that logic mean anything to him? Something like his has never happened to me so I cannot imagine how you must feel; I can only empathise...

I can relate. I'm surrounded by All kinds of religious groups who are die-hard god fanatics. ... when I say I'm an atheist, they say " in this day and time, you cannot afford to not to have god in your life"!
I say ok, ask god to rock up and introduce himself/ herself/itself because "it's" in hiding for too long now. I say "aren't you tired from having"faith" in this invisible whatever"! I said"you're going to self destruct by a load of BS".

I definitely understand. I lost my husband of 14 years when I stopped believing. He hates me just because I refuse to accept his theology. We were fine before it’s crazy how much has changed for me after I stopped believing in god.