Well I'm back sort of. Don't want to spend much time here. Lost my wife to cancer. Preparing for winter and at least 5 months of snow.
Find lots of work to do, it stops you thinking too much and when you emerge from the tunnel you will have something to show for it. It may sometimes feel like nothing is worthwhile, but that is the illusion grief creates, you have to keep plodding forward. Because in the end there is nothing else but moving forward.
That is a very nice reply. I live 6000 miles from you about on the same latitude as Carlisle. I have twice built a small farm by hand from raw woodland. I live surrounded by intense beauty. I love walking. I've done years of gardening.
For many months I have sorting and clearing out to do. Loads of throwing away or giving to charity. I can easily be busy..
[facebook.com] is where I am at.