hmmmm, getting out of the way..acceptance...identity..facade...yes..boo/hooray. i swear , it's been non-stop 'this' since 2009. the thing i didn't expect was to make it through without tearing other one's around me down...my ripple effect can be a postitive one. and the more fucked up a situation? the more perspective you get. that may sound like, no duh, but the feelings that come with accepting a shitty situation are ones of peace and humility. it's like an instant healing...which is great, cause more shit will happen..lol...growing up is hard. but, it's very interesting.