I used to feel akward and alone for many years, but it was a deep self conviction that I did not belong or was not worthy, A few years ago I was able to turn a corner and not feel that I was worthless or below every ones standards.
My only regret is that it took me far to many years to get this, but so very happy that now I do care about myself and do what is best for me

Not so much anymore because I am easily entertained by watching others. I have wondered what the hell I was doing in the room with some people. Sometimes I wish I had been more active on the way home and feel alone

Is feeling alone in a room of people something you want to change? What do you do with that feeling?

Yes, and sometimes l am grateful for it.

No. If I'm in a room with people I don't know, I'll strike up a conversation if the notion hits me, or I may just observe until someone comes over to me; I'm quite congenial, a lot like my father that way. It seems to make the world a better place for me. Of course, there are times I may purposely avoid some people, but I don't associate that with loneliness as much as, perhaps, being in a "mood."