From the bottom of my heart, thank you all. Today was great. I was able to do well at work, laugh with my friends, buy supplies to make a dessert I have been craving, and most importantly, make an appointment to see a therapist on Monday to begin CBT therapy. I know this is an agnostic forum, but I see that it is more than that. The positivity and love found here is truly heartwarming. I feel like this is all a step in the right direction.