This is with my family and the people in my life. One minute I'm their best friend, and in 5 months, I'm not even listened to anymore. This is how my new job started out as. I just want happiness. I just want friends that want to see me once in while. Or who say, "Hi, how are you today? Can I give you a hug?" No one hugs me anymore. I don't offer them because people turn them down. I guess I need to go be alone for a while. Life is too much sometimes. This is the same for my first two, and the last 2 exes.