This says it all . don’t worry I’ll be going to sleep pretty soon..

Roflmao...and what, pray tell, do you identify with?
Flapping-gum-itis?

As usual you do not make any sense whatsoever,congratulations on your consistency.

So in that case what people may call God may actually be a feeling inside of us that is reached by a number of different methods. That doesn't mean that God exists or even that our minds are merging with anything other than the deepest parts of ourselves that lay hidden to us so long as the mind is active in a normal way.

If you are not identified with anything your mind is not working in your favor.