Well, I know about the hole of depression, which personally would call numbness. While there for three years, although working and functioning, deep sleep or sleep at least, came accompanied with the strangest of juxtaposed dreams. So now that I've broken the surface and emerged from those watery depths I just want to swim ... on the water and never return ..

Awww come on. Pack your bags and go see the world out there. Remember.... its all a journey. So go make a memory. Look up adult camping. Its all over the place. Talk about meeting some people!

Very appealing. Maybe that's how I'll end my days, on the ocean floor. You make it seem very calm and gentle. I'm not ready to go just yet, though. Thank you.

There's been nice comments. Thanks to you all. I've been there. Got help. Came out pretty good.

Never been there !

That’s what it feels like, only darker. I always feel poised on an abyss of darkness or that a black cloud is above me.