Normal as inane as that may sound. Life ain't always fun. It is just usually more fun with others.Not always. Sometimes we need to return to self and relish what we have all on our own.

I have, probably still am. Its hard to move forward after being shit on time after time.

Dunno....I like Linkin Park tune though

I find it harder to recall a time before I started feeling this way.

Numb is what i aspire to. Days i am clearly numb, when i do not think about the world of stupid, are the best.

I am reminded of “I can’t explain, you would not understand, this is not how I am “ and “There’s someone in my head but it’s not me”. My response when feeling this way is to go bush and talk to a river.

If you are asking it's because you are experiencing, so the answer is yes. But, of course, millions of people have experienced that. Including myself. It will go away eventually. Just be patient with yourself, and forgive and move on.

It's the brain's way of saying "Enough!".