not bad! you seem to be making strides. still the note of self pity, still the lack of respect for your betters. but none of the usual cloying self referential wallowing that has marred your earlier work. keep it up! .........Yahweh

Then why doesn't God start controlling things? Why allow such chaos and evil?

I'm reminded of the Epicurus quote:
“Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God?”

Read my car licence plate !

No he will not…..and don’t call me Shirley

Balls.

Imagine being god's butler. "Release the plague." "Yes, sir."