On my 13th birthday, my stepdad called me over to show me a Playboy centerfold, and started asking questions like "do you like this?" "Do you like the girl down the street?"... It was akward, like he was trying to figure out if I was gay or something... No, I wasn't attracted to the girl down the street (we lived on a farm, so 'down the street' wasn't all that close), and little did he know that I had already looked and read that issue, pics, cartoons, jokes and all!

Yeah, I knew where the stash was, I visited regularly

That was a confusing moment for me. The two images didn't go together. ..my Dad and the man who looked and read those magazines. The fact they were hidden were a huge clue that something was off.
In highsight...Maybe certain materials, props etc should be under lock and key. Curiosity is a dangerous thing in many situations. Some of those images I have never been able to erase LOL.
*be a grownup now...I get it