What? No. You're one of my favorites on here, and I'm spiritual non-religious. I know it doesn't make you feel any better but, I've read many of your recent posts and I appreciate your intellect. I know life wasn't wasted on you, thats more than I can say for many.
Happens to us all, is this a quote or your reality. Waiting for a good month to go see my gran again, not that she knows it's me: I become a combination of old companions and sisters, but we still manage to have a giggle most times, which is nice.