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I just had a mind blowing conversation with my fundamental christian mother. We discussed the bible, evolution, the universe, and other light subjects.

She tearfully admitted that she does not believe the bible to be infallible. She said that it was obviously, "too full of man".

She politely asked me to stop because I was, "crumbling the last foundations of her faith".

I informed her that I wasn't attempting to do that, but that I was glad she was willing to talk about it with me.

I never thought this day would come.

She told me that she thought I was very intelligent and thoughtful and that she admired me.

Up until today, I was only described as wayward and sinful.

Oh, happy day!

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I am overwhelmed for the second time today. Thank you for all of the care, concern, and empathy demonstrated in your comments. I am incredibly moved. You are all beautiful people and I am beyond honored to count you as friends.

Thank you!

Donotbelieve Level 8 Sep 13, 2018
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@DonKasaGH no

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Sounds to me like your mother has been crumbling her own faith, probably for quite some time, and that she's a very intelligent woman who, like many others, never felt free to express her intelligence and free-thinking. I hope she's about to start doing so!

Jnei Level 8 Sep 13, 2018
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Yes! Exactly. She mentioned that she had never been able to admit this to anyone before.

You got it spot on.

Good for her! Tell her she's got a friend in England she's never met who's rooting for her! smile001.gif

@Jnei Aw, that means a lot! I teared up. Ugh. (stiff upper lip)

Thank you!

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This lets you know how deep the tentacles of indoctrination go. Deep down inside—probably just skin deep, many folks know their belief system is flawed. However, admitting this fact will be like committing social suicide for most. It’s a horrific predicament.

Sapio_Ink Level 6 Sep 15, 2018
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Now bake her cookies and get her all the way to the darkside !!!

Simon1 Level 7 Sep 14, 2018
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How heartwarming. 💕 I’m happy that you and she had that breakthrough.

UUNJ Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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That must have felt very good and validating. Congrats. Perhaps a whole new relationship with her will be possible. Well done.

Humanistheathen Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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I am giddy with excitement. Giddy, I tell ya!

@Donotbelieve That's a image I totally want to see. Was there dancing, too?

@Humanistheathen Darned if there wasn't. I am known for my happy dance.

@Humanistheathen She and I once did not speak for 5 years. This is HUGE.

@Donotbelieve I've been there with my mother as well. More due to her borderline issues,rather than religion however. That's a wonderful bridge to heal.

@Humanistheathen It is more of a canyon.

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Reconciliation and understanding are more valuable than being correct, and I am glad this is happening for you and your mom. smile001.gif

CoastRiderBill Level 7 Sep 15, 2018
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That's a wonderful but also scary for her. I'm glad she has you to talk to. ❤

pepperjones Level 8 Sep 14, 2018
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I've noticed that sometimes planting seeds works wonders.

TristanNuvo Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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YES!! 💞

AmiSue Level 8 Sep 13, 2018
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Hopefully she will find her way to be free of the guilt of sin and the fear of Hell.

xenoview Level 4 Sep 13, 2018
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Don't be too happy about this. You have helped her see the light, granted, but you have also taken away her security, her sense that there is always Someone out there who will take care of her. You will need to help her build a new set of coping skills so she doesn't feel cast adrift. My suggestion would be to not push it, and to let her set the direction of any conversations you have on this topic. Her fellow church members could also work together to convince her that Satan is using you to lead her astray, so she's not out of the woods yet. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer, just my two cents' worth.

citronella Level 7 Sep 23, 2018
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I did not, nor do I ever start the conversation or argue.
I don't actually care about being a support person for her, as our relationship has been long since dead.

She came to these conclusions herself and just wanted a person to say them to. That was me.
She will need to find her own coping mechanisms or friends to help support her, just as I did for myself.
She does not and has not been a member or attended any churches for the last 8 years.

Whether or not she is out of the woods, is not my concern. I'm just happy that she is not mindless or as gullible as I thought.

Before anyone judges me too harshly for not seeming to care about my mother...her choices during my childhood brought this on and were/are unforgivable. I allow her to see my children, but I refuse any and all toxicity in my personal life, therefore...this is how it is.

@Donotbelieve I have heard of a lot of broken families due to religion because the religious parents feel like they need to punish you to make you believe. It's sad and they loose their opportunity to be an actual parent and be there for you. Instead they ate there for god which is a false since of security and to me a mental illness that people need this crutch to feel secure. They beat their children to get the demons out. They lecture you about belief. All in all when are they actually there for you? Never if all they Sonia follow the Bible on how to raise you instead of coming up with their own conclusions. I am with You and you shall not be judged!

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Congratulations.. Too bad my conversations with family always ends up in treating me like I'm a devil worshiper lol

escapefromreality Level 2 Sep 16, 2018
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When I lost my faith, it wasn't one big waking up moment. It was a series of small earthquakes that really shook me, until I realized what I was left standing on was not a foundation stable enough to build a life on. Realizing that was huge, and I definitely went through a mourning process. Church had been such a big part of my life. Be patient with her, she's really feeling that loss and uncertainty right now.

MissAnnThrope Level 2 Sep 16, 2018
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There is such a variety of these holds on us. I just outgrew it, lucky to realize it's bs. Stopped needing its comfort. No fear of hell, etc. Most of my family, whom I used to pray for, are atheist. Yea, now! What's left is the few believers and so many friends from religious days. Variety of church reactions, too. Some are horrible, ungodly--ha. Some are gentler, just sad, like mine.

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That's awesome that you and your mother can talk about that! It can really bring you closer and you now have a better understanding with each other. I'm happy for you smile001.gif

Kayterade5348 Level 4 Sep 15, 2018
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I’m so happy for you.

Sydland Level 7 Sep 14, 2018
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Thank you kindly.

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That's awesome. I wish I could have a conversation like that with my sister. She recently decided being one of the faithful was not enough irrationality for her. She is now in training to become some kind of alternative medicine doctor person thingy. Apparently there is an actual training course for this. I always figured they just made stuff up as they went along.

She actually said to me that all disease is mental and can be cured with the right attitude. So of course I ask "Uh, so all the cancer patients in the world are only sick because they have a bad attitude and can cure themselves by thinking away their tumors?"

Still waiting on an answer to that one.

neoncosmoum Level 4 Sep 14, 2018
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Ugh...that is whack.

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Faith is how ignorance copes with the unknown. It's all about education and understanding. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but it's a self limiting thing to rely on. It's an opiate that calms restless curiosity at the expense of continued growth. As C S Lewis said, " only the vulnerable move among mysteries ". And the letting go of beliefs in order to expand ones understanding is not an easy addiction to break. Being an atheist should be the natural condition and unremarkable. What makes it controversial is that faith has spoiled the purity of thought and created such an obsticle to what's obvious.

Tompain1 Level 6 Sep 14, 2018
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It sounds like a productive conversation. Something I like to make clear with devout people is that I'm not trying to change their mind about their own faith but rather to show that my perspective isn't unreasonable. It would seem you had something of a breakthrough with your mother in this regard. 🙂

resserts Level 8 Sep 14, 2018
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It sounds as though she's begun the deconversion process. Hopefully, it won't take her 20 years to deconvert like it did me. I hope for all the best for you and your mom. Cherish her vulnerability and honesty. Those are precious gifts that some of us will never receive from our parents. Stay sweet and continue to listen to her with your heart.

Charity Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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Love this!

Sirena Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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nice!

lauraleigh38 Level 5 Sep 13, 2018
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My sister used to be about as Southern Baptist as someone could be; she thought that without a full immersion baptism, people were not saved. Imagine my surprise several years ago when she said that evolution had to have happened because there was too much evidence for it.

I am not sure if my mouth dropped, but I know my eyes bugged out.

Since then, she says that gays are born gay, The Bible is not infallible, got a divorce (well, he did commit serial adultery--the only defense for divorce), and that IF god exists (saying that she thinks/is sure "it" does), no one knows its nature. She agrees with me that the tenets of Christianity were instituted by men for men.

She remains a Christian, though, and if god exists, says she will have lost nothing. The thought of Jesus and salvation is comforting to her, but she also says that no one knows who will get into heaven.

She does not seek to convert and does not preach.

Fair enough for me.

Gwendolyn2018 Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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SO happy for you!

KKGator Level 9 Sep 13, 2018
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It's really impressive that you were able to get past the usual knee-jerk defensiveness. You must really have great communication skills. You may have reinforced the cracks in her belief. Maybe she'll come to her senses. Brava!

ladyprof70 Level 7 Sep 13, 2018
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Thank you! I try to listen to people and really hear them before I respond.

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