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New Years resolution.
I have the same resolution every year and I have not yet accomplished it. I shall try again this year. Make art each day.
This is going to be a major challenge for me right now. I've been extremely uninspired.
I spend most of my days in bed now because I take cancer medications that make me so sleepy. These side effects also include lack of ambition, no drive, memory loss.
I'm going to have surgery in the new Year. My left breast will be removed even though I take drugs that are making my tumors go away. I asked the oncologist why they need to remove my breast since the tumors are going away, he said it doesn't matter if they are going away, I'm dying anyways so I need my breast removed.
What kind of answer is that?
I don't know if I'm going to survive this year, let alone fulfill my bucket list, make good my resolution, or just live.
I wish you all a happy New Year. It might seem like mine is not off to a good start already but it is definitely better than last year already. Last year was the worst.
We must all be happy in 2019.

confidentrealm 7 Dec 31
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Sorry for your loss.
Fuck cancer!
I strongly recommend an all meat (domesticated grass fed lean beef if possible)diet, if you are a meat eater try veggies only. Try smoking weed and running barefoot.
I believe in you.
Sky dive. Pole dance
My ex beat cancer 4 times before the age of 30. It was very, very rough, but love and faith do help.

Find something to love (hopefully yourself) and find something to believe in (again, hopefully yourself).

I believe in you... Remember, we are evolution at it's finest and when we are stubborn and determined, humans can become super humans.

May 2019 be your year to conquer all and prepare you for 2020, an even more dynamic year for you.

Kick the shit out of cancer...

And fuck your oncologist. Get a second opinion. And a third. Find one that would never say such blasphemous things about your lovely tits.
I don't know you, but I love your tits.
Sorry if the word tits is offensive...

But I'm on the other end of the arguement.
If you have nothing to lose, try everything. Try things that sound and seem crazy. Appreciate every second you have left with those magnificent mammories.

You can save the mammories.

Don't give up. Keep looking for your answers. This is the information age. FIGHT!

FORGIVE ME IF I'M BEING TOO PRESUMPTUOUS OR PUSHY.

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I wish you good luck and good life in 2019 xoo

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Maybe I can help some artistic ideas flowing ???

I've got ideas but it's the physical therapist will. I need to stop taking pain killer, so one doctor said. So he cut down refills to one more. I quit taking them during the day. I just take one before bed. But bum still tired all day and have no motivation. I think if I really put some enthusiasm into it I can do it. Bucket list item.

@confidentrealm do bubble baths help ? Maybe you could draw us in my big portable tub 110 gallons with big bubbles covering up Janet Jackson wardrobe malfunctions and have it shown during the SuperBowl for a tidy payday ?

@confidentrealm just might take the edge off pains and make you giggle painlessly

@GreenAtheist really hadn't thought of that. But I'm cool. I just need to work through the pain. I'm trying something new. My concerns going away with treatment but the crazy thing is, they still want to slice and dice. Ug. Drs. Drive me crazy.

@confidentrealm you can always get a 2nd opinion and just say no to scalpels allegedly PREVENTIVE surgery

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