I am really struggling today. Anxiety is hitting the roof, like the feeling of trying to swim underwater but being prevented from re-surfacing. Paperwork came through from the divorce settlement granting everything to my ex. I can't afford a solicitor so there isn't a lot I can do. I worry myself sick about work then worry when I'm not there. My partner has been called in to see the doc and my rented house is crumbling. I have so much on, including sewing and my other job and I am way behind in my doctorate. I am usually a jolly person but its nit working today. Sorry for being a moaning minnie. Please don't offer pennies...several have and its most kind but I am very independant and prefer to sort out my own problems.