Does anyone else struggle with hating religion? It is a daily struggle, letting go of hate, as I understand its hypocritical. I consistsntly feel like the black sheep in my community, in my family and amongst my friends. I consistantly find myself hiding or diminishing my beliefs to make others feel better.
I do not hate religion, or religious people. One of my closest friends was an army pastor (catholic himself) and we have discussions on morality, ethics, cricket, rugby, horse riding, cooking - usual discourse between adults apart from sex (taboo for catholics).
The prescence of god at a battle? If soldiers were helped to get through it by believing in a god - I am fine with it. That both sides claim gods support is enough evidence for me to know he does not exist.
It sounds natural to hate an affiliation that ostracizes you for being not believing in their way. As many point out though, hatred begets hatred. It reminded of an old saying. "Holding a grudge is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die." Hate is the same way. Even so, if it's painful, maybe you should avoid it, or learn a new approach.
@Kc2222 I get that it's odd when smart people disregard obvious flaws in religious teachings. I look at it like any other skill or knowledge. Some people just haven't learned the lessons yet, and that's okay. After I was indoctrinated, it took some time to "unlearn" the nonsense justifications that are designed to fill those gaps. Maybe they will learn, maybe not. We all learn our own lessons, in our own time. You should be free to be yourself though, and so should they. But when that becomes oppression and judgement, that's a differ animal. Especially when it comes from those that you trusted. It's hard to navigate through that.
For me personally I find it close to the same feeling I have for my divorce, I'm comfortable with living alone, but wish I didn't have too. Its alot cheaper and easier to handle than divorce, but it follows you around and haunts you at moments of weakness.