Back on here after a long time. Alot has happened. I made a mistake at work and lost my job. I can no longer work in the city where Ive established my "forever home" for my son. Ive been interviewing all over and driving an hour for work. I will start a new job an hour away from my home soon. I have a toddler and have absolutely NO idea how I will make all of this work. My son has been neglected. Some nights i just cry. But Im okay. Ill be okay. All that matters to me is my son. It really sucks to be alone and to go through all of this alone. It also sucks for my son who doesn't have a two parent household. Im not completely opposed to still trying to date but at the same time I have very little time to do so. In addition, the more time passes the more and more cautious I become and the less and less I expect to happen. But that doesn't mean it still can't happen.

I honestly am not sure what else to say. I don't know anyone here. I think I just mainly like to read others posts and respond because I can relate to them as fellow agnostics. Have a great day.