God is an emotional support delusion.
I find it comforting to not rely on either the Sun nor some arbitrary bull shit God as an emotional support deity, those that disagree feel strong enough about it to carry emotional support firearms because those of us who don't need such emotional crutches are "up to something", at least according to Christian Nationalist propaganda.
Have the strength to support what you can demonstrate as truth while pointing out lies and delusions unless the people are willingly ignorant, avoid and ignore them.
If you enjoy things they think are taboo, like occasionally rubbing one out, just remember if their opinion factors into your decision to be a W or to not be a W they already have far far too much control over your life, if you become a W as revenge for Christianity making your life miserable, they still have too much control over your mind. They are nothing, their opinions mean nothing, they are a noisy nosy aggressive distraction that refuse to be ignored, so ignore them.

Give it some thought; what did Eddington use for evidence?

Yeah, the sun is real but Eddington imagined, and you are imagining, fusion.