The thought of you posting stuff like this for an eternity, is enough to make the idea of oblivion a consummation devoutly to be wished

I do not want to live forever, I look forward to total peace and quiet at some point.
P.S. I have actually died twice, and it is perfectly fine.
(once strangled by first husband, once from a brain-stem stroke when a chiropractor severed my left vertebral artery, which will never return.)

I think I was asleep before I got here. Now I will have my short time on the earth and then once again go to sleep.

Sounds like deep kimchii.