I get it. With health and personal issues I'm physically limited and financially strapped, and it makes it difficult to even get together with friends, let alone see someone seriously. I sort of have that now with someone in my life. It's frustrating, but there's only so much one can handle. All you can do is your best.

Trying to shovel dirt into a bottomless hole, I see. Glad to know that I'm not the only one who is slaving away the years toiling under the hot sun in that chain gang.

You need assistance with federal and state programs. I survive on disability by having my daughter's in-laws live with us. Got to be creative these days.

hang in there, things will get better

I wouldn't hold my breath if I was you. just be like a boy scout, be prepared !