What did you do, just close your eyes before snorting up?

I give...lol.

everyone has their drug of choice

You thought it was detergent, right

I've seen it several times, tried it once, and was singularly unimpressed. Good thing, I guess.

I've played in bands off and on from the 60s until 2013, and I've seen LOTS of cocaine.

I should have made clear that this is a statement made to me by another, which I found highly dubious.
Personally, I was never in a band except marching band.
I saw what the powder did to friends in the 80's. Fortunately, it wasn't my cup of tea. I preferred less metabolism-tweaking substances. The more thoughtful stuff.

I first encountered the white stuff while on the road with a band about 1984 or so. Some guy came up to us on break and we all tried it together. I remember getting back onstage thinking I could play anything that popped into my head - wish I'd had a recording of that gig to prove how wrong I really was, LOL. Later, when I was doing it MUCH more often, I characterized the feeling it gave me as if "I was a ten year old kid on Christmas morning, and EVERY present was for me" - and then chased that feeling unsuccessfully the rest of the day, or until I ran out. Some pretty dark times in my life.

You got the crazy eyes so I not believing you lol

I can't say the same. If you avoided it all the power to you. I've seen it since I was eighteen and stopped doing it before I had heart failure. Not good for your body..