Have you ever wondered that MAYBE god is real, but we fail to realize his presence just because we don't believe in him? Well, to be honest, I haven't. This thought crept up my mind because I was discussing my views with the elderly people of my family and I put the point forward that I don't believe in God not only because there is no legitimate evidence of his presence, but primarily because I never felt his presence. This obviously triggered an elderly woman who told me that God doesn't think I am worthy of his presence because I don't have faith in him. Logically, I had no answer to this which would soften her rigidity on this issue, so rather than arguing upon how God allegedly is omnipresent and her statement contradicts that part, I just assumed for a while that what if GOD IS REAL but he's neglecting me because I don't show faith in him, or in simpler words, BECAUSE I DON'T PRAY? Thinking about this, I introspected a bit and came to the conclusion that if God is real, he is probably the worst entity out there. He's basically someone who hates you for not liking him. If you oppose his beliefs, you're a sinner and you should end up hell. If you don't pray to him, he would never want good things to happen to you. If you don't feel like including him in your life, your soul apparently incomplete. IF there is truly something as "God", it should probably focus more on the bad things that are happening in this world rather than being a narcissistic, demanding and biased towards people who come to beg in the church (or whatever is the name of the building in which you worship in your religion).