You remind me of my ex and I was the one who tried to put a gentle lid on his outbursts. In the end we didnt make it but that wasnt the reason why. i'm thankful that he taught me about Athiesm and he was the reason why I "came out" and took my position. However I was raised catholic and as far as I know, i'm the only Athiest in the entire family. So i'll tell you my point of view. I didnt mind that he had his opinion, i respected and in a way was thankful for his opinion and that he wanted to speak out to others at his work and those in his family. His grandmother and mother were devout methodist. His dad a republican. I thought he was brave. What I wanted him to do was to focus his protest at the right time and right place. For example don't have an outburst when we just finished touring a historical church because I would be embarassed if especially older traditional women around me would hear it. I felt for the most part he was right, but its like you said, you have to seperate criticisms of the system from the victims. So my advice is to practice your wording so its very clear what you are protesting, and focus it at the right time and right place for the best impact, not the hardest impact.

My filters only come off if the subject is broached by the other person and they wish to confront or challenge me. If asked why I don't believe in god, the common response about there being no evidence, while true, seems to me a bit lacking in teeth. If I really want to lay it on thick, my response might be, "How does an intelligent, literate person in 2019 still believe in primitive fairy tales..." Another favorite is pointing out that they are almost as much of an Atheist as me because they don't believe in the thousands of other gods man has concocted.

I went through the same thing. Trust me, let it go. Vent here or to a therapist, but let it go. Especially if your relationship is great aside from this key issue.

Mine ended with a divorce (we're best friends still, and I've since curbed mine to vent elsewhere).

When the opportunity presents itself I am not shy about stating what I believe. I let live as one wishes but do not take to anyone trying to influence my behavior.

I would joke a lot & make fun. Even drop a "Hail Satan" here & there. Lol

. . . . . . . . But I'm single now.? ?

When I shucked off religion, I felt in some way betrayed by everyone in my life who had a hand in my indoctrination: parents, teachers, clergy, etc., people who, I figured, should have known better. So, for several years, I felt it was my responsibility to introduce others to the truth, to disabuse others of the traps of theism. I debated with friends and went on discussion forums to let others know how right I was. In truth, I was angry and felt foolish for having believed something without good reason for the first 20 years or so of my life, and I was overcompensating by being outspoken about the folly of religion and the obvious truth of atheism. I was developmentally an atheist adolescent acting out. Today, though, I have no need to convince anyone of what I think and I have nothing to prove to anyone. But my question to you is why you feel the need to rail against religion so hard, at home or elsewhere. For me it was pain and vulnerability from a relatively recent wound. Is that the case for you? Or what makes religion stick in your craw in ways that other faith-based beliefs don't? I'd venture to guess that there are many beliefs and claims you think are just as wrong and harmful as religion, but you don't likely give them nearly the same attention as you give to religion — because, who has that kind of time? So what in your mind sets religion apart? Why does religion mean more to you than, say, homeopathy or crystal therapy or astrology? Sure, religion is more widespread, but New Age beliefs are incredibly widespread, too. So, perhaps a little introspection will help you come to terms with why you feel the need to be so outspoken. Are you recently deconverted and feel it's imperative that you speak out? Are there people in your life to whom you are/were close who are religious and it's caused some strain? Do you feel wounded or betrayed by religion in some way? The things that we focus on aren't meaningless to us; something about religion still has a personal hold on you. Figure out why it holds power over you and you can work on letting it go. /2¢

Hmm, in the pleasant warmth of 26°C indoors your photo is invitingly inticing for a swim. In reality I suspect that I need another 10 degrees of ambient temperature.

I learned self-control. It took a while, but I've had to learn to be less vocal about that kind of stuff.

I would say she's the one who's right between the two of you. If you insult religion, you are insulting the victims/believers. What is religion without the people practicing it? Religion isn't some separate entity floating around outside the body of believers.

I would suggest trying harder to see things from her point of view. There's nothing wrong with speaking your mind, per se, but it can be extremely hurtful if your mind is filled with negativity. Change your thought processes and be more understanding and you can have the best of both worlds. You can shoot off your mouth without being offensive or hurtful toward her.

To put it bluntly, just agree to disagree on this one and stop talking about it.

If someone said, “atheists ____(some negative thing)” you would to some extent take it personal. We as humans do not do a good job of separating our opinions of people from our perceptions on their beliefs and actions.... admiring that to ourselves is important. It’s easy to entrench ourselves in our own rhetoric and ideas much like they do... it is folly. If you aim to see the best in people and respond to it, you will find the tone of your militant atheism shifting.

I mean you HAVE a filter (AKA: A choice to say or not say hurtful things). I think it's important for your S.O. to understand your views and values but I'd venture to guess that you've really said everything you need to say already. There's no need to repeat it. I think it's wonderful that you told her that religion disgusts you but now that she knows that I think you can refrain when the topic comes up. If you need to vent/rant I know this great forum for non-religious people...

Sounds like you have a real problem with religion. If you are serious about controlling "your expressions of utter disgust that religion exists" you need to undertake self-adjustment and not allow the outbursts to control you. Your lack of self-control is no different to someone undertaking regular religious practice. You are compelled to respond. If you don't want to do it anymore make a conscious decision not to. If on the other hand you want to be controlled by the whim of a personal reaction carry on. Only you can make that choice.

First, you're probably not actually militant, just outspoken.

I'm outspoken when it's relevant, meaning that I feel as free to bring it up about as often as believers bring up their religion. For example, I volunteer for two cat-rescue organizations. Sometimes someone will say something idiotic such as , "You're doing God's work," to which I reply, "If there were an all loving, all-powerful supreme being in charge of the universe, atheists like me would not need to rescue his most innocent, most vulnerable creatures."

The best analogy I can think of is that you're angry Anakin Skywalker. You haven't become Darth Vader yet. You let your anger over a belief system get to you. Your SO sees this as you taking it out on her. Especially the forner her. The one you may or may not have loved. (I don't know your journey, if you've done this together or you met her as an agnostic...) right now she's watching the person she loves turn into Vader. Don't be Anakin, be Luke. Sure he started whiney, but he turned his anger and hurt into good. Another character... be Elsa, let it go. You don't have to be angry to be militant about your beliefs or lack thereof.

What I've noticed is what I see as "hate" for any person that doesn't believe as we do. Yes I call it hate because as you stated the "militant" form which I see in so many. We accuse "religious" people of being this and that and we seem to be the stronger offender of what we accuse them off. I'm not sure what brings on this strong discord, but I can tell you it leads to a MISERABLE life. Always defensive, always putting people down. It solves nothing. I only recently started associating with others "like" me because for the most part I found them too be assholes. I joined a FB site a few weeks ago, a main national level group of people and it only lasted a day. LOL. I left the group because in one day I had experienced so much sad hateful miserable people that I couldn't bear it. This site seems to be much better. At some point we have to stop hating everyone and enjoy life, as we believe, this is the only one we have. I believe in all people's rights to believe as they wish. Do I get aggravated at times ? Yes. But loving everyone and finding common ground is key. It sucks to die having lived a miserable discontented life. Live laugh love.

I'm not militant or angry about it. Only time it irks me is when someone wants to impose their religious rules on me. I respect their rules and beliefs when I am in their home. I am silent when they pray at dinner and close my eyes and bow my head but I do not say Amen. I only get angry when I am judged ( smoking, drinking, a pending divorce and having sex with someone who is not my husband although my husband left over a year ago will condemn me to Hell). I have told this family member that her rules and her God's rules are not mine to follow. I don't lie - so now if she asks me anything I say in Pulp Fiction Samuel Style " If my answers frighten you then you should cease asking scary questions".

what does the mountain lake photo have to do with anything?

Someone once said, "It is better to appear a fool than to open one's mouth and remove all doubt." We adhere to a logical belief as atheists and anger is an illogical emotion. Logic would allow you to understand how she feels and what she's going through so that you can support her. People are angry in the world because they seek change and get none. Step back, take a chill pill and assess the situation from all angles. You'll be surprised at what you might find.

I never was a militant atheist until I moved to middle Georgia. I felt like I was suffocating there with religion being thrown in your face every second of the day. Now that I’m back on the left coast, I can go entire days without thinking about atheism.

People who coddle believers are enabling rapist priests and thumpers driving gay teens to suicide. ...millions of baby boys are tortured by amputated prepuce flesh 4 square inches and a billion girls have had dirty knives slice off clitoral flesh and labia sewn up with catgut stiches since Mohammed raped a 9 year old on her wedding night.....terrorizing children with hell threats nor bribing them with fake after lives POST MORTEM
....CURBING Atheism is tacit lies for genocidal pornographic misogynistic pro violent abortion bibles 2nd Kings 8:12 "rip open the bellies of pregnant women let not anyone live BUT KEEP THE VIRGINS FOR YOURSELVES TO RAPE LATER"

I have been an atheist for 30 years, but prior, was a deeply devout Mormon. The mere existence of kind, well-adjusted atheists in this world strikes deep fear I to the hearts of believers. The fear that they could be wrong, that life ends at death, that they won't go to a paradise after they die, can be disabling. They feel unsafe. I have been told by many religious friends that when an atheist says their belief system is wrong, they feel stupid, understandably. I have found that by setting a good example, without proseletizing, is the best way to show that not believing can be rewarding, loving experience. Just my 2 cents.

Try some meditation. Try not focusing so much on relgion. I understand the anti-theist life style but really it just puts you in an overall negative mindset criticizing religion constantly. Channel thay drive to do something positive. I'm not saying completely getting out of the game. Just less. Hope this helps.

It sounds to me like you're angry about religion. Are you? If you are, what did religion do to you that you are angry about? Anger is an emotional reaction to perceived injustice. If you have been hurt by religion to the point that you detest it, maybe it is something you need to discuss with an atheist therapist?

"If you are like me, how do you manage to control your expressions of utter disgust that religion exists?"

Perspective.
Mostly by remembering it's not their fault. The Dodo bird wasn't to blame for it's evolutionary disadvantages.
I tend to think religion is the hurdle mankind failed to overcome. It hasn't killed us yet; nature moves ever so slowly.

I imagine if I believed humans as a whole to be an intelligent species, it would be harder to treat the religious people I meet with civility. But I don't (believe, that is). Religious drivel is exactly what I have come to expect of our species.
A dodo is a dodo. Getting angry over the fact it can't fly. as if evolution runs a straight track towards perfection, is the same as getting angry a branch of the ape family-tree has grown subtle yet harmful mutations in their brain chemistry.
It is what it is.