I need to understand why I choose to be with the same man; emotionally unavailable, usually struggling with "something', someone who "needs fixing". I am aware of who I am and what I need, but I must be looking in all the wrong places. What am I putting out that makes me so attractive to someone who does not want to rock on the porch for the last thirty years? I seem to attract men who do not want to spend time traveling, exploring, laughing, dancing, listening to music, making love (well most enjoy that part), being a family or spontaneously looking for a new adventure! I want peace, love and to feel the joy of total content. Im not really expecting any answers, but incase you know, please tell me.