Social anxiety prevents me from letting people get close, I start looking for excuses not to hang around them.
I find most men to be obnoxious assholes with whom I have very little in common. I get along with women much better, I can share more with them.

Most people are morons with shit music taste

I've been through a lot and the only constant has been being pretty sure I'd make it past the shit for better or worse. I like people but have found they go away or in some cases are taken away, so that self reliance has served me well.

Because I'm a horrible person and everyone hates me

I'm a loner not necessarily by choice. I'm a giving person but I guess I come across as mean. I say what's on my mind and don't sugar coat. Some people don't like that. It's easier to not get involved in making friends so I won't, yet again, be pushed aside.

Small minded sheeple ...I get angered and frustrated by all the mermadons.

"I am just too much for most people. I am strongly opinionated, loud, foul mouthed, outgoing (pushing the limits), adventurious (always ready to change things up), and just don't want to take crap from people" - we really need to go out and get drunk together.

Because my mother was a stressed-out, messed up teenager when she had me and she had neither help nor any clue what she was doing.

As a result we didnt develop the bond of security that a mother/infant should establish and I have trust issues as a result. extreme trust issues. That is why.

Because I have mastered chaos and when ever I think I got something under control the ideas explore like a hydrogen bomb on steroids.

I do my best work, alone, where my mind is free from the clutter of other people's lives. We all need some alone time! And it's OK to take it

You are my kind of girl, can you cook ?