If you had it to do over again, would you have had children?
My children and husband do not know that I am agnostic. The fact that they may one day come to the same realization pains me very much. The emptiness that I now feel makes me wish that I had not brought children into the world. I so hope they do not follow in my steps and face the truth that life was a tease..
Life is not a "tease". Life is a wonderful adventure, if you allow it to be.
Life is still exactly the same as it was before you accepted the reality that no gods exist.
Besides, your children might surprise you and tell you they feel the same way.
I'm sorry you're feeling "empty". I think you've come to the right place.
Take advantage of the this community. I'm sure there are members who can help you
see that your life has even MORE meaning now that you chosen to live rationally.
We are ALL born atheists, pryan. It is our natural default position.
I get the feeling that something has happened to have made you shed your beliefs.
Perhaps seeing a mental health professional will help you cope with whatever that was.
It's okay to not believe, and it's okay to be honest about that.
Please engage with the community as much as you're comfortable with.
There are an awful lot of wonderful people here. You are not alone.
Why do you feel empty? I don't feel anything different. I feel freed from the fairytale and understand that I'm in charge of my own destiny not an invisible man that never did anything for me to begin with. My children are happy and healthy without religion.
Let's unpack this.
I don't have children. Did not want them. Do not want them (and, at this point in proceedings, it ain't gonna happen).
I'm not quite sure how your agnosticism links to your feeing of emptiness vis a vis having children.
As a non parent, I know two things about bringing up children. 1) Jack; 2) Shit - and Jack just left town.
So, I'm no expert. It's like asking me to captain a space mission. Because that is not going to go well.
But I will say - from my observations - children are, amazingly, small human beings. They are plastic and elastic. They learn. Treat them well, my dear, and they will be fine.
My son is grown and engaged and now I happily have two kids. We 'out' and discuss openly together, support one another, help eachother grow.
Is it possible that what your missing with your family is bonding through sharing? Maybe your emptiness is due to not sharing your authentic you? If I were you, I'd start opening that door gently and slowly...let them learn who you are and what you're about. In time, maybe they will come to accept you and maybe in time they will come to admire you. But the truth is, opening that door to them will help you learn to accept yourself and overcome that emptiness. HUGS, life is hard, taking an honest look at ourselves harder still.
I am atheist, as are my children.Life is awesome. It is just so amazing,the odds against us being here are astronomical, yet we are, and we get to enjoy all this.
Life is brief, but that is how it is. We need to savour every second, a life lived this way is fulfilling and when it is finished it is complete. Nothing before, nothing after.
Only that which dies can bring forth life.
I think it is a selfish thing; choosing to bring children into the world. We don't know if this future consciousness will be happy or not. Some live happy lives, some choose suicide.
And since we cannot ask a future planned consciousness if they want to live or not, and since no one can see the future, we make the choice for them, and this choice is all about our wants.
Choosing to have children, especially in this world, cannot ever be anything other than a selfish choice.
This is one of - if not the - most interesting questions I've come across on Agnostic.com - it sure beats "pizza or tacos". I came to the realization quite some time ago that life is a cruel sick fk'n joke - but that hasn't made me regret my kids or having them. My son is an awesome young man - a far better man than I could ever be and my daughter - who just recently became a mother - is rejoicing in her role of being a mom and I love being a witness to it. I know that in terms of the human experiment that these memories or experiences don't really matter once we die - it's not like our consciousness exist after the body dies - but it matters to the living and my kids are doing great and despite my views - I would do it all over again.
If I knew then what I know now - no, I wouldnt.
Given I didnt, I would.
Interesting thing : I have twin daughters, 39. Both have thanked me for being the only one who didn't bullshit them about things....but also told me they knew I gave up a lot to raise them.
Life isn't a "tease."
We are co-creators of our own universe..making our own reality-
“Consciousness is fundamental and matter is derived from consciousness." – Max Planck, theoretical physicist who originated quantum theory, 1918 Nobel Prize in Physics
How long have you been an agnostic? Rejoice in your liberation from falsehood! Some of your discomfort may be due to your not declaring yourself! There are books available that cover the topic of your discomfort, being good without god & humanist groups that teach that living life can be good! Check out the resources online, there's lots of them! Being an atheist wouldn't stop me from enjoying life & raising a family, in fact, just the opposite! Take care!
Yes, without question or hesitation. My daughter is an amazing little thing. She loves her life and I think the world will be better off with her in it.
You're not the first person to lose religion within a family setting. It happens. People move on. In fact, it's unlikely to happen, but one day my daughter could become religious. It's her life and I'm OK with that (and I have to be).
Your "life was a tease" is concerning. What precisely do you mean by that?
While I couldn't imagine my life without my kids, I also don't know what it would be like not to have had them, so I really don't have an answer for you.
I am sorry that you are feeling so much emptiness. It looks like there's been some good advice given on what you could do to help get you over this in this post, and hope you will find a way.