As a 6 year old - I was sexually abused by a priest- it took me more than 40 years to say something because I wasn’t going to until I had an audience that would listen to me - that was a royal commission- I went on to sue “god” aka the Catholics- not before I wrapped the church in crime scene tape and put up posters about abuse and the bishop trying to pretend it didn’t happen- it went all the way to Supreme Court where I was given compensation- but here’s the Clanger- they tried to take it off me when I told the media what evil lying low life’s they were - I didn’t have to pay it back but basically the Catholics hate me ..... and that’s just the way I like it - the media do t because my home town newspaper contacts me for my opinion every time the lying bishop gives an opinion- so I can respond with the actual truth - and this is why I’m I. This group- no god would have allowed what happened to me - if he existed- and there’s a certain satisfaction in “ya picked the wrong kid”- I don’t believe religion has any place in society- not be confused with spirituality- do you guys think there is ?
So totally am with you Gina!
You were so brave!
I've written this more than once - just warning people. Your views of "God" are based on what religion has told you "God" is. If there were a "God" religion doesn't know anymore about it than you do. The idea that it's a loving God that answers prayers and performs miracles is all religious BS. I was sexually abused by my foster father - a man that claimed to be Christian. I didn't blame Christianity for his actions as I had already determined at that point that religion was BS and I didn't blame "God" because if I was going to believe (I don't) in a "God" it wasn't going to be defined by religion i.e., there's no reason to be mad at the concept - only religion tells you that we have a loving God - if God were real - it could actually be a cruel prick.
I do understand the contempt - I went down that path myself - why wasn't I worthy of being protected, why did the free "will" of the pedophile matter more than my free will and if "God" knows the future - why was I not shielded from harm that weighed so heavily on my psyche that I caused harm to myself and others as I went through the process of working sh@t out?
It was the realization that if there were a "God" we don't know anything about it that made me focus my attention in another direction - the people that caused me harm. I confronted them in 1993 and then I moved on by focusing on healing myself and being the best father and grandfather that I can be while at the same time accepting the fact that I'm going to fail from time to time and fall below expectations.
Thank you for your bravery and strength to come forward and fight for justice