About my past? Two things. The first abusive boyfriend who kept me in a box like veal and didn't let me experience all the things that young adulthood is about (age 17-25), leaving me emotionally scarred with no self esteem, and no idea who I was. And the second abuser who left me with a traumatic brain injury which cut my life in half, dashing extremely high expectations.

Yeah, I would delete those two men off the planet, if that was what it took to erase them from my past and be healthy and whole.

i would change my having awakened, age three, during eye surgery.

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