My ex and I are still friends and we still go out and do things together: movies, museums, ziplines, kayaking, swimming with manatees, etc... We see each other 3-4 times a month and speak on the phone at least as much.
Lately the days/nights we go out have been ending in make out sessions which has me thinking this may all be leading back into the sack. Which is fine but it has me wondering why she felt we needed to be divorced at all. I didn't want the divorce, she felt we had to get one because she felt she couldn't be a wife to me anymore. She obviously still enjoys spending time together, so...
I'm confused.
If any women have any insight into what's going on in her head, I'd like to hear it.
While your ex is filling in your time, you are Not meeting the one who is Right for you. Ask her WTH, and believe her answer & act on it, or cut her off!
I realize this post is several days old and I cannot speak for your ex but I can speak of me. I have been married twice & I have had 2 long term relationships. I am friends with all 4 of those guys. After my 1st divorce we tried to go back but there was too much mud in the water for both of us, especially for me. I believe there is a reason 2 people start a relationship in the 1st place and for yours to have lasted 20 years there is/was something strong there. Be sure to talk to her - not in the 'are we getting back together' type but in the 'I am enjoying our time together and I don't want to be misconstruing what I am feeling'. Also, as others have stated make sure you know what you are looking for.