Trainwreck is a great strain!

Heck, I would rather listen to Tool at home all day by myself rather than be around people. LOL.

New TOOL. I knew you were cool. I like two songs so fast... Descending and 7emptest. One of my favorite groups!!!!

I am familiar with feeling sad and lonely. I wake up that way most days. I have lots of friends, but no significant other. I crave a man's presence...not just any man, but someone I connect with and can share my deepest innermost parts of my being. I want to touch and hold them and have them do the same.

I want long talks into the middle of the night.

I want back rubs... giving and receiving.

I want sweet kisses in the morning or night or both.

I want deep meaningful kisses whenever the opportunity arises.

I want crazy ass sex.

I want laughter.

I want to share tears if needed.

I wasn't someone that GETS me and still sticks around...lol .

That's why I rarely get stoned anymore. Definitely nothing past a light buzz.

When one looks at ALL the things in their life that they feel are wrong or bad it can be overwhelming.

Take things one item at a time, one day at a time!

I'm with you on the GF thing. But to reduce it to what I do for a living... (Sales) I am a closer... not a prospector. The hunt just pisses me off.

There too

Hugs

Listening to it now (4:36 A.M. local) I get your drift bro. Just back with my ex of four years ago (it’s complicated). Wish I could get a bit stoned. I don’t have much good advise for you. Loneliness is a tough place to be. And yes hard to envision bringing someone onboard when your life’s not in a good place. Just chill “taoistically” and take it one hour one day at a time.

Wow there is hostility on here for introspective loneliness I guess.

I totaly get it
And I'm not even stoned.