I want to write a song
That does not mean
Anything
Yet
Subliminally
You’ll think you know me
But you’d be wrong
Intentional delusion
Kinda the theme
Of what went wrong
What I want you to know
Fuck
I’ll never tell
I’ll make you guess
But I pray to false god
You’ll never see
My self created hell
I built it all
On foundation of only me
Just look away
Nothing beautiful here
Dreams of life and love
Dreams of anything that’s real
Dreams of
Remembering
Days I knew
Even how to feel
Long gone
Long gone

Looking for a sign in
Which to care
Keep pushing you away
But you still there

Foundation a seed of misery
But you take me
And think I can’t see

There’s something
Beneath all the
Fear and revile

I can’t find it
So I stay a lil while

I wish I cared
Just never learned how
Used up slave
Hoping for my final hour