Looks like you put a lot of work into this, and I definitely get the anxiety aspect of it. Lots of violence going around, been arming up myself since I doubt the police would be enough to save me if they were even on my side. I am a tranny ancap, so maybe not.

That said, I think there are a few things where misinformation might be making it worse for you. I'll quote the parts I'm responding to in that way.

"We’re invaded by a plague
That attacks the lungs
Taking from among us
The wisest ones" yeah bat flu sucks

"This terrible sickness
And how it is handled
So many lives were lost
And livelihoods dismantled" how it is handled especially, I've heard things like every month the lockdown continues it makes an extra 10k kids starve in Africa, Britain will lose about as many cancer patients because of delayed treatment as they've lost citizens to CoViD, suicide is up drastically because of unemployment...

"It pitted economy
Against well-being
This shit ain’t an anomaly
These are results that we’re seeing" that certainly was the narrative. However, the economy is what provides well-being. PPE, disinfectant, tests, ventilators... These are all things we have because people are rewarded for making them, and we can only afford them as long as we have income.

"My mom was on a downtrend
Since January
Her health was declining
And that shit stills scares me" hard to face the mortality of our loved ones. Especially strong people brought low. Especially string influences that we can't imagine our lives without. Shit sucks. Hope it improves.

"She was switched onto chemo
Cuz nothing else worked
She was given six months
On the date for my birth" what a terrible birthday present. Only having the average expectancy of someone in a nursing home? Kinda late to tackle the bucket list.

"Now she’s in hospice
With labored breathing
And a tumor so large
It prevents her from eating" bad to worse, eh?

"At its worst stages
Leaves you gasping for air
Not enough to go around
Since 45 provided no care" I guess you didn't hear about him trying to limit travel from China while other politicians were saying to go to Chinatown and hug people. Nor did you hear about incentives to produce supplies like ventilators, nor pushing the FDA etc. to let us get tests...

"There’s a man whose neck got pressed
A man whose body was broken
Unjustly put to death
And the only words there spoken

He begged for his mother
He pleaded to stop
He said he can’t breathe
And it was never enough" Yeah they really should have called the EMTs when even sitting in his own car Floyd was saying he couldn't breathe and all that. They might have been able to treat the fentanyl overdose that he died from.

"George Floyd cried for his mother
I’m trying to keep mine alive
My family shut me up
Cuz they think like a hive" echo chambers divide us

"They tell me I’m obsessed
They tell me I divide
They got questions they already have answers to
They just wanna give me a piece of their mind" it sucks when people don't want to listen, they just want their turn to talk

"I love my family
I want them to visit
I hope that you never face
These tough ass decisions" it's nice to be able to see each other in person. Sorry to hear they don't visit.

"That’s where I found it
The problem of silence:
Not speaking against it,
[Tacitly] Approves of the violence" Well, assuming you know about the violence and aren't busy with another similar problem maybe, but even then I'm hesitant to equivocate inaction and action.

"If we were still slaves
Would you not speak out
Would you let the debate
Fill you with doubts" In a way we are. Income taxes are basically incapable. At least if you don't like the wages your job gives you, you can get another, probably without leaving behind your home, your family, and your friends.

"Or would you protest" if I thought it would help
"Put your foot to road" I am looking to move when I can afford to
"Put on a mask, take you a test
Don’t linger, don’t waver, Just go" I've done those because I have to, but really I am like the lowest risk person and therefore exactly who you want to get the virus to get us closer to herd immunity.

"There’s people complaining
They can’t send a tweet
Then they forgive the police
When a protester’s beat" yeah I'm no fan of bootlickers

"They praise a young man
Shooting a gun in the Street
He was groomed by a dogma
Sounds familiar to me" Is this about Kyle Rittenhouse? If so, that was about the clearest three cases of self defense ever.

"Justice was invaded
In her own home
She was left lonely
But she’s not alone" Breonna Taylor, right? No knock warrants and the drug war in general need to stop. Incidentally, have you heard of Duncan Lemp?

"There’s a lot of messages this year
And this one was clear
They’ll use violence to silence
And then they’ll use [the] fear" tyrants gonna tyrannize

"We’re not allowed to talk
She’s not allowed to listen" who?
"Keep your mask on" again, herd immunity
"And never speak of the wicked" but silence approves of the violence? I'm getting mixed messages here.

"Wakanda forever" it's a pity he died, people need dreams even if the economics explaining Wakanda are backwards.
"More than you know
[We] lost a lot of good people
Then lost a lot more" we certainly have

"Kobe to Grant
Fred onto Regis
Wherever you are
I hope that you read this" I remember hearing something about Kobe and a plane crash, and I assume Regis means Philbin but can't remember what happened to him. The others I'll need more hints for.

"Flames strangling mountainsides
And suffocating heat" those wildfires suck, I hope the arsonists they've caught learn their lesson
"And just as I write this
Denver faces its earliest freeze" Winter is my least favorite.

"Two hurricanes
One after the other
And as they left
The streets were smothered" wow, only two this year? Back when I watched TV I feel like there were summers where every week the news would be tracking some tropical storm or another.

"Weather has a chokehold
Supplied by our wants
They say we got years
No, we got months" only months until weather kills is? I must have misunderstood that. Or are you also worried that whichever way the election goes it could kick off a second civil war?

"Maybe there’s a conspiracy
And 5G will be the end of me
But there’s a fire in front of us
We’re putting out literally" yeah the 5G thing is BS, if there's anything nefarious about it at all it's that it makes it easier to plant lots of spy devices.

"You wanted us scared
And boy did You get it
So, be a god among us
And don’t live to regret it" people do worship the state rn

"Cuz the illuminati
Is gonna have to get in line
I’ll deal with the shadows
When the demons are mine" yeah, bigger fish to fry

"On top of all that
Our septic was clogged
Strangers, no mask,
Came in here to solve" I know plumbing is technically a luxury when you compare to like Africa or something, but it definitely sucks to lose it. Also, people should definitely respect the property owner's wishes and wear masks before entry if that's what they are.

"I got the panic attacks
Yeah, they came back
The dark of the night
Takes me to task" lack of sleep somehow manages to make absolutely everything worse, doesn't it?

"I am not strong
I’m not even mad
I’m just concerned
Cuz we’re all we have" yeah it does seem like people are losing perspective. We're all neighbors to some degree; we should love each other (in the sense of wanting the best for each individual).

Dayumnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn amazing! I wish the best for your mom and hopefully some weed or magic mushrooms can help eat the pain and transition.

Best wishes for you and your mother in hospice. #FuckCancer