I'm afraid to check my Schrödinger's lottery tickets, I fear I will not like what I find when I check them, for the moment I'm still both a winner and a looser at the same time.
Glad I'm not the only one. I carry around £2 worth of hope in my wallet for weeks before I crack and just have to peek. Then (so far) the hope vanishes and I have to wait for the jackpot to rise to crazy levels again before I'll allow myself to buy another ticket.