Well fuck me sideways with no lube I am so fed up.

It's like if I start to adapt to my shitty as fuck circumstances the world says "ohoh noooo honey you still got lots more suffering to do" (I dunno why but the voice of 'fate' always sounds like a drag queen in my head)

So on top of ALL the terrible shit I'm going through, (small recap disabled mom can't find work, my checks are garnished, I have 90k debt and am filing bankruptcy, my bankruptcy lawyer is on medical leave, I have a rare disease that is steadily taking my arms and hands away, the only doctor who can even do anything in the entire region STILL hasn't called me back, they cut my pain medicine down, we can't afford food, and I spent the last two nights sleeping on a bed harder than cement with animals that wake you up EVERY TWO HOURS like clockwork) And MY CAR JUST FUCKING BROKE DOWN.

that is like the straw that broke the camels back. Like, I'm utterly distraught. I'm desperately trying not to sob my eyes out at work, because the last thing I need is to have a total mental breakdown at work too.

I just....I'm lost. I have no idea what to do. I have 15 dollars to last me until the 17th, and now no car.