You will probably be disappointed when you finally finish the job. A little crazy is agood thing.

Easier said than done sometimes. :-/

I was working on my sanity for a while. I built a floorplan, hired a contractor, and got all the permits... but once it was done I realized I didn't need it anymore, so I decided to just go ahead and save it for later... in case I need it then.

Sometimes it helps to be a little cookoo when taking stock of the world we live in. I f you are too straight in trying to get your arms around daily events, you might dispair at your failure to understand things. First accept no blame on yourself for what you are seeing. Secong don't blame anyone else either. Things are what they are and blaming won't change them. Look for that which pleases you, energizes you or at least makes you comfortable. Now, make that most important part of your day, because it is. Enjoy that bit of life for what it is and for what it does for you. Acceot te rest as background noise for the moment. Thus is called taking care of yourself first. Its a simular idea as the instructions the flight attendent gives you in the unlikely event of a loss of cabin pressure. Masks will suddenly drop from the overhead, place your mak on securely and start breathing. Do this before you try to help anyone else with their mask. You first, then we next. Repeat as often as possible.

welcome to this group

You're probably already sane. Just having a tough time. Sending you warm wishes.

Do not give up. There is always somebody here to talk to. Surround yourself with sane, solid people if you can. Life is precious, regardless the circumstances.

Good luck with that

Anyone who isn't is either oblivious or crazy...

You and me both pal. More power to ya.