Cuddle a creature. I prefer dogs but a nice guinea pig suffices.

Everything sucks because of the pandemic. It is made worse by the crazies broadcasting from their own homes trying to get control of your mind. This is why many are saying "we do not know what to believer any more." I had no problems until about 4 years ago.

Don't worry about it. Humanity will be extinct within a few centuries, and Earth will be swallowed by the Sun in about five billion years.

Enjoy it while you can.
Every time I've thought it couldn't get worse it did, my entire life.
These may be the good old days at the end of the before times.
We already know that many will not survive it and we've lost so many already.
It's such an odd time for policy makers to abandon science, if ever there was a situation that requires us to science the shit out of it climate change is definitely one, yet they don't believe it even with the entire west afire.

Yeah, just about everything this year sucks.
Would not recommend.
Hang in there.

Actually, I just had a thought. One way to help your recovery is to help others. Maybe this community needs a recovery support board. Maybe you could start one. And to be honest, I have not looked to see if one already exists. I do not think that you are the only agnostic on this forum that is going through this and support is such a key component to recovery.

Hold on to the little things that can make you feel better, if things go the right way it will all be different starting next year. If not then I'll be feeling like you...

Here is the link to SMART recovery www.smartrecovery.org

I know someone that is going through the same thing. I hope that you have support. I know that is hard to find right now. My friend is doing online AA meetings and struggles with the gawd aspect of the program. But there is such a thing as "Smart" AA which is AA for atheists. And, not all rehap counselors push AA. Some rely more on "mindfulness" or Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. Many therapists are also doing online services these days. There are also a million books on mindfulness and CBT. Best of luck and please stay sober, your health and well being depend on it.

2020: year of bohica

You can do it.

Just wait until after the election. Nov - Jan will be absolutely terrifying (I predict)...

In the Autumn of my Madness is all I say!!!

i feel your pain, but i will have my revenge on the asshole who caused this year to go to the shitter, the orange turd will be expectorated from the WH this November, go to jail with all his inept family and spineless enablers, where a fellow inmate named Bubba will make the turd and many others of his corrupt entourage, all his bitches, that will be worth waiting for!

This has been simply crazy. I'm one of the lucky ones, I started working from home and didn't lose my job. This pandemic isn't making things easier for anyone. We all have to hang on.

Were doing OK, we have not got ourselves involved in a nuclear war yet . . . . . . . . yet.

Yeah, on a scale of one to it sucks, it sucks!

You’re not alone in finding this year difficult...nobody sane would be a fan!