I actually feel that I’ve become a more loving person since I deconverted from Christianity. I look at all people as just people instead of judging them if they are Christians or not and have learned to respect the differences and to stay in my lane and just worry about myself instead of sticking my nose into others business.
I pondered on the reason why I wasn’t like that before and then I remembered all the Bible stories where god killed entire tribes of people just because they didn’t worship him. It was burned in my mind as a child that people that didn’t worship like me deserved to die according to the Bible. Most Christians today do have that attitude. Well that person wasn’t a Christian so that got what they deserved. What a fucking sick attitude to have. I’m glad to no longer think like that.
Well done, though it is not all that unique, happens to nearly all who leave the church.
Where I live nobody leaves the church and tells about so I’m not familiar with any who have.