I feel pretty lonely. I would like to be with a woman that understand things the way I do. someone who is not a pretender. someone who is not a believer in things that are not real. I want someone who wants to live in true reality. Im not sure if this is possible. maybe if I could meet someone on this site. I think to really be close to someone . you need to see things similar. I see myself as spiritual but I don't think a belief in God in necessary to be spiritual.