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I have recently lost my beloved daughter to suicide. The pain is brutally, horribly awful. I cry constantly and feel hopeless. I have this longing for her that will never be fulfilled again. It is life altering.
I wanted to ask this community, if any of you have experienced a soul crushing loss, and not believing in a God, or afterlife, what has helped you with grief. I kind of am jealous of people who find comfort in that belief, am not judgmental of them at all, but am left with my lonely grieving.