Just random thoughts. I haven't been on here much just because too much talk about religion in general bums me out. But today was national prayer day so it was hard to escape. I respect those who believe in whatever the fuck they believe in, I'm sure i have my own far fetched beliefs at times. But I have always felt it's a private matter that should be respected and accepted and on days like this I feel very much the outsider. When you feel like everyone around you is wearing a cross or talking about god or going to church and and you feel like you need to excuse yourself to go scream. My eyes hurt from rolling them. I try to be respectful but i don't get the same respect, I am the outsider, I am the weird one. And I know I'm the most logical one in the room at times or at least it feels, not trying to sound vain. Why are we so few and far between? Am I weak for wanting support, people who are like me? For wanting to be joined by people who think the same or similarly? Idk. Just ranting and rambling. And drinking lol cheers!