I miss burying my face in his beard, lying face to face in bed feet and legs all tangled up, listening to his breathing, stopping at a kissing gate on our walk and grabbing a kiss. Holding hands, hugging. However for me the most intimate moment was when I realized he was really dying and we were looking into one anothers eyes and that knowledge passing between us.
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Feel free to reply to any comment by clicking the "Reply" button.I’m so sorry for your loss. It can’t be easy missing that kind of connection.
brainyactress
Level 7
Nov 11, 2018
1
Thank you @brainyactress
I know what you mean . Its been a few years now and (more ocassionally now) I still wake up expecting her to be there sleeping quietly - cancer sucks. Hopefully time heals but never cures
bookofmorons
Level 9
Nov 11, 2018
1
за упокой души товарищей
ownworstenemy
Level 7
Nov 9, 2018
1
@ownworstenemy thank you
Why is he gone?? I would have stayed there forever.
PinkyandtheBrain
Level 7
Nov 9, 2018
2
@PinkyandtheBrain the cancer wouldn't let him stay
@psycheworks I'm actually crying right now you have no idea how many friends and family have gone from my life.
@PinkyandtheBrain that must be hard for you
That fills me with such sorrow, such longing, so many regrets. I can’t imagine your range of feelings ???
Kodiamus
Level 7
Nov 9, 2018
2
@Kodiamus Thank you for sharing you thoughts, my feelings range from wildly happy at the fact that Jock and I got to be together at all and very very sad he's gone
went through it with my wife
TheDoubter
Level 9
Nov 8, 2018
3
@TheDoubter A huge hug for you my friend
Thank you. What you describe and experienced is real intamacy.
Science-guy
Level 8
Nov 8, 2018
5
@Science-guy Thank you
